Has anyone seen my Guradian angel?

She is among the mising , and I think it's my fault!

if anyone finds her can you tell her Im looking for her, Thanks!!!

I know, I know nowI understand, but if you hear me, were there any words I couldv'e said to make you stay? I can try to find words now, but I dont know what to say. Do you? I can feel you still right here, two arms around me helping me move on.But will you always be beside me ,cause my heart can feel your soul, but only your eyes will show me the ( Read more... )

Well Ladies and Gents I dont know what Im doin!! Honestly, Im 21 and i should have this whole life thing figured out atleast a little bit, right. Not even close!!! Iwant to go back to school soon, but I just never get around to it, but it will never get done if that keeps happening. and I want to be a model, and so far I have been sticking to that ( Read more... )

Left Alone, Just Forgotten
By Dark AngelI wish the things you told me ( Read more... )

I need to leave this state and I dont care how I do it but I have to get out of here I cant be alone anymore I just cant. I am going to GA with him , it cant get any worse than this place.

Well Journal Im not sure where to start...how about how im so scared of anything good to happen in my life becasue im scared to leave this box i have enclosed myself in for so long. I want to be something someday, I really do, I want to be a model or someone famous I want to be happy with me. Is that so much to ask, but i run when an opportunity ( Read more... )

Ok well life is goin ok i guess. I got into modeling about5 months ago and it just finally got some attention from a few agencies :) Yay...go mandy go mandy!!!! Anyways I have also been single for the longest time in my life ...Since november, but it was my choice, I have had plenty of people who wanted to go out with me , but I was saving myself ( Read more... )

Well I have been doing alot of thinking about alot of stuff the past few days, they ahve been a few rough days. Hours and hours of crying and vomiting....thats always pleasant......But I guess things are going a little better now...but like I said I have been thinking alot, and I came to the conclusion I really miss alot of people, especially with ( Read more... )

Well Me and Vicki broke up yesterday becasue she came home at like 3pm in the afternoon ...when she gets out of work at 7:30am, and she had a hickey on her neck. I miss her so much, I loved her with all my heart I just dont know what to do........................................................................

Well it has been a few days since I have updated in this thing and I probably will not be updating in it anymore .....well maybe not until something big happens and I need to remeber it or I get bored, I mean why write about my life o a piece of machinery to people who will never read it or to people who do read and and give to shits, so plainly I ( Read more... )