people are in my room eating really loud, crunchy apples. and i'm writing an essay about a ridiculous deep-sea research vehicle ( Read more... )

i keep having dreams about calling him but in the dreams terrible things are happening... and in my life those things don't exist right now. and i know exactly who i would call if they did. and that phone call would feel so much safer.
i understand where things went wrong. somehow, synecdoche, new york hit on another level than just understanding ( Read more... )

True love will find you in the end ( Read more... )

I cooked my first edible today :) Gary's birthday cake. It's a big green cake that looks like a mountain with a river on top and has trees and little plastic animals running around all over. I think he'll like it ( Read more... )

i'm looking at houses in arcata.
rewriting my resume to apply for a job at the museum in old town.
and planning the trip to pismo beach for spring break.

life is good, minus the overwhelming stress caused by midterms approaching.
it will ll be over with soon though.

i think we're going camping over break.
we shall see how that turns out.
hopefully wonderfully.

i officially need to find a job.
a.s.a.p.

I LOVE YOU STEPHANIE!

one more conversation about pot and i'm going to go insane...

i'm getting very close.

thursday we drove down to garberville in the POURING fucking rain, and saw groundation. leroy horsemouth wallace. one of the best reggae shows i've ever been to. we danced, and smoked, and drank, and enjoyed the first good night in a while ( Read more... )

apparently those of us who would never cheat are rare...

i can't sleep.

this weekend we made bird feeders so we've been watching the blue jays outside my window in the morning. it's beautiful ( Read more... )