Relief and pain

[scornedvow]

Well I did it, and I'm not just saying it's over like I have in the past. I'm kind of on a high from the lightness I immediately felt. Oh don't get me wrong, I will come down and when I do, it'll hurt. I love him, I care about him, and yes, I still want to be with him. At least I realized that what he was doing to me was not good for me, and what I

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[americanineu]

mmmmm.. I'm sorry sweetie, but I'm proud of you too. They say change is the only evidence of growth and growth is the only evidence of life; he who is not busy being born is busy dying. So truly, you have grown. I do look forward to talking to you whenever you have time. Keeper should get her packages today (split them up into a large one and a small one), so I'll let you know the reaction. Planning to work on a new one for you soon as well. Have something at least as big planned, but naturally you won't know what. (HUGE evil grin!) Something to show you that *some* guys have a decent memory. Sometimes. (haha) (just don't ask Me names or dates!!) Just something to a very good friend who always holds a very special place in My heart. I trust you're doing well outside of all this, so until we next talk sweetie, (and as always!) take care, have fun, stay safe and I'll talk to you soon! Mmwwaaa!

always,
Tom