An ending to this chapter

[scornedvow]

GG. I won't sit here and be concerned for someone who's own mother does not take concern and it is not my place to judge that reaction. It is my place to say that I can't sit here and be worried for something like this. I don't want to hear anymore of it, I don't care anymore. I won't let myself

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like nothing you had before or ever will again

[anonymous]

You talk like you have the wisdom of an old woman and act like you are my mother. I never gave you such freedom to hurt me. I am way older than you and way wiser than you in the ways of life and it turned out that even her mother reacted the same way like I did. Maybe its experience talking have you ever thought of that? But in your anger you got blind and lashed out, and what better easier target than someone who you can afford to do so, someone who you know will continue loving you no matter what? And like always, I took it in, I accepted my fault and was brought down to my knees. But you went on, oh vicious heart, you wanted to punish me and that is unforgivable. No more allowances from me for such behaviour. I am not weak anymore...

Re: like nothing you had before or ever will again

[scornedvow]

this isnt open for discussion anymore. i wanted to step back and calm down, i turned to my journal to simply write my emotions out of that night, and you use it to converse, to argue, to defend and insult. Don't invade anymore, its no longer your place to be involved. I don't want to lock my journal.