Jesus where do i begin. on the friday after she broke up with me she took me back. now, wouldn't that indicate to anyone in a sane state of mind that you want this? that in your ideal situation it'll work out? it does to me. I don't even want to talk about what happened on Saturday because it hurts to much to think that she could deceive me ( Read more... )

Katy broke up with me again yesterday. And I still haven't really even begun to try and understand why. It makes absolutely no sense to me. I love her. And all throughout her breaking up with me and me getting my stuff back she claimed to love me. I told her it was bullshit, if she loves me then she shouldn't be leaving. I really thought ( Read more... )

fear is contagious. so is love. they'll both kill you ( Read more... )

big shock right? i feel like i have unwittingly sabotaged my potential. i don't even know how to explain. yes, i have a life, and no it's not all that bad. but it was a lot better before...well...i guess before everything. i know i complained about it every chance i got...for some strange ass reason i thought that would make it better, but as ( Read more... )

just being bored and takin a stupid quiz...but i guess i'm a "screaming orgasm"...how flattering ::bats eyelashes::

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i guess i don't even know where to start...i did get my GED. i did start going to tvi. took a full load my first semester and totally blew it, just got caught up doing all the same shit i did in high school, smoked too much pot, got too hungover, slept in too late and ended up having to drop all my classes. this semester isn't shaping up to be ( Read more... )

sorry for the abrupt honesty there folks. but isn't it true. i finally disenrolled from high school. still don't have my GED. may not have passed my GED in time to go to fall classes at TVI. May not be able to get enough time off of work this summer to go and see my brothers. Maybe, if katy and i can be civil to one another for a long enough period ( Read more... )

well...everything is falling apart as usual. katy's depressed. which makes me feel just ten times worse about everything. i can't be myself around anyone anymore. i really wish that there was something i could say to make everything fall back into place again but there isn't. i'm worn down. the big strong exterior wall i had built for myself is ( Read more... )

okay, so they were a busy couple of days...that's probably why i didn't have time to get onto the computer and update you people on how terribly my life is going. I can't seem to attend my classes regularly. it's insane wack. i can't motivate myself to learn about something that will have little to no affect on my life, long-term. i want my GED ( Read more... )

today has been wack. i haven't gone into MickeyD's yet because it's pouring outside and i'm already kinda sick. today is mine and katy's anniversary and i should be glowing just based on that but i've been kinda pissed off all day ( Read more... )