So I really only use live Journal to complain. I don't know why which is why there are so few posts. I am sick of women. I am sick of the women that I have feelings for ending up with other guys. I am sick of pretending that I am okay with that. I guess I am. Kinda but damn it sucks. Why am I not good enough. I mean I don't think there is anything ( Read more... )

I am a goober that is all.

You know I find that I am horrible at journaling. I am a listener and observer what do I have to say. Am i really so uncreative that the only thing I can come up with is a consumer of everyone else's existence. I am looking forward to the holiday. I'm going to make an effort to see lots of friends even if it kills my bank account. I haven't been a ( Read more... )

I did say there would be more and friends brought it to my attention I haven't given them more. Understandable you cant make a claim like that and not deliver ( Read more... )

I miss things.

More on this later i must think.

I want a five gallon bucket of pickles, a box of kinder eggs, good cartoons, and a 10,000 dollar computer is that so much to ask.

So yeah Pam is a wonderful girl that just married a really cool guy. But she made one mistake she put me, kenny, and silas in the same hotel. Granted she did take the percausion of having us in a town that had a police academy. Anyway so we hung out and at the reception after a beautiful wedding we decided to decorate the brides car. Well ( Read more... )

Okay technicly its my second the first one was at chandras wedding but we didn't go out, we just talked about hot girls i dont remember if we even really drank. LoL but we drank last night but still no stripper. One of these days at least one of my friends will have a stripper at there batchelor party. It was fun we ran into a group of girls having ( Read more... )

Okay i know this will make me a geek but i was watching tv last night and watch boy meets world cause who doesnt love cory and tapanga well there was nothing really special about that but then today i was watching knight rider and well i havent seen it in a very very long time, like years long time anyway to the fun peice of trivia that i ( Read more... )

Okay i scare myself when i havent slept. I havent slept in over twenty four hours wich is not a long time with out sleep considering some of my other stents with out it but as i get older i figured i should do it less and less. One reason that no sleep is such a bad idea for me is it gives me time to think. And anyone that knows me that me thinking ( Read more... )