Lazy morning (part of "The spot") FFF- related
Lazy morning (after putting Brian Bering in place)
“I needed that.“
“What?“
“That you stood up to him.”
His eyes are shining like a mountain lake greeted by the early morning sun.
You haven’t done much but you know what he means.
It has been a statement and not alone for Brian but for some of those malicious tongues that are waiting for your relationship to fail. You have learned to ignore the gossip about the “weird doctor” and you, the “nice young man”, but sometimes it still bothers you.
And last night felt like a test and you’re glad you’ve passed it.
Last night. You didn’t stay at the opening long then. Suddenly you both felt incredibly worn out and made your way home.
Entering your house finally felt like coming home again.
Since your heart to heart in Rochester you’d made love every night as if you wanted to make up for lost times.
But tonight after getting ready for bed you just crawl under the cover and lie quiet for some moments.
He takes your hand in his and then you lay there side by side, holding hands, your breaths in sync.
This night isn’t the time for you having sex, there is an unspoken agreement, so you turn onto your side, your back to Reid and he turns with you and the two of you spoon like you’ve done countless times before and it feels so good and so right and it’s difficult to hold back your tears but fortunately you manage to calm down, grab his hand and cover your mouth with it.
Tomorrow you can sleep in, you’ve cancelled going to the farm - you and he, you need some time to yourself, get up late, have breakfast in bed, join in the shower and then maybe have a walk together, then lunch at Al’s …a lazy day is just what the two of you need, that’s the last thing you’re thinking before you drift off and wake up 9 hours later - feeling him glancing at you.
“I needed that.“
“What?“
“That you stood up to him.”
“You know what I need right now?”
“Do you mean this?”
He smiles before he bends down and kisses you.
“Hmm, you’ve already brushed your teeth …not fair!”
You mumble into his tender kiss.
“I don’t mind!” he grunts and you don’t either.
This time your bodies move in a tender and un-frantic rhythm. Without saying it out loud it’s what you need this morning, lazy, familiar morning sex, allowing yourself plenty of time with everything, with kissing, nibbling, stroking, sniffing, teasing, entwining hands, increasing moans and quickening breaths. You love it that he’s in charge this morning, turning you gently around so that he spoons you and enters you easily. It’s not his favorite position but he knows you like it very much because you can feel his body pressed against yours all the time.
Yes, he knows what you like; he knows the spots and erogenous zones of yours - just one of many benefits of being long-time-lovers. When you meet someone and fall in love with them everything is exciting, fascinating, learning to know each other, exploring each other, testing waters - all this is animating and amazing but this, what you have with him, with your Reid, you are with for years now is so much more, it’s beyond exciting, it's hilarious and the fact that you’ve negotiated obstacles is amazing, the moment “you stood up” for the both of you and he smiled at you probably only you noticed reminded you of the moment you’d told Noah that you gave a rat’s ass if he accepted that Reid was the new man in your life or not. And you had been so proud of yourself then and afterwards something had changed in your relationship, a new certainty found its way into your life. A certainty that you’ve appreciated so much and feeling Reid’s body contracting and waiting for him to release himself into you, you hear him whisper: ”Luuuke”. You are not sure if it’s a confession or a question, a plea or a sigh.
And all you know is that you want this certainty back.
“I want us back, Reid!” You cry into his hand covering your mouth that you can suck at it just the way you love it.
“We are back…we are.” Reid pants and holds you even tighter and that’s all what you need right now.
“I needed that.“
“What?“
“That you stood up to him.”
His eyes are shining like a mountain lake greeted by the early morning sun.
You haven’t done much but you know what he means.
It has been a statement and not alone for Brian but for some of those malicious tongues that are waiting for your relationship to fail. You have learned to ignore the gossip about the “weird doctor” and you, the “nice young man”, but sometimes it still bothers you.
And last night felt like a test and you’re glad you’ve passed it.
Last night. You didn’t stay at the opening long then. Suddenly you both felt incredibly worn out and made your way home.
Entering your house finally felt like coming home again.
Since your heart to heart in Rochester you’d made love every night as if you wanted to make up for lost times.
But tonight after getting ready for bed you just crawl under the cover and lie quiet for some moments.
He takes your hand in his and then you lay there side by side, holding hands, your breaths in sync.
This night isn’t the time for you having sex, there is an unspoken agreement, so you turn onto your side, your back to Reid and he turns with you and the two of you spoon like you’ve done countless times before and it feels so good and so right and it’s difficult to hold back your tears but fortunately you manage to calm down, grab his hand and cover your mouth with it.
Tomorrow you can sleep in, you’ve cancelled going to the farm - you and he, you need some time to yourself, get up late, have breakfast in bed, join in the shower and then maybe have a walk together, then lunch at Al’s …a lazy day is just what the two of you need, that’s the last thing you’re thinking before you drift off and wake up 9 hours later - feeling him glancing at you.
“I needed that.“
“What?“
“That you stood up to him.”
“You know what I need right now?”
“Do you mean this?”
He smiles before he bends down and kisses you.
“Hmm, you’ve already brushed your teeth …not fair!”
You mumble into his tender kiss.
“I don’t mind!” he grunts and you don’t either.
This time your bodies move in a tender and un-frantic rhythm. Without saying it out loud it’s what you need this morning, lazy, familiar morning sex, allowing yourself plenty of time with everything, with kissing, nibbling, stroking, sniffing, teasing, entwining hands, increasing moans and quickening breaths. You love it that he’s in charge this morning, turning you gently around so that he spoons you and enters you easily. It’s not his favorite position but he knows you like it very much because you can feel his body pressed against yours all the time.
Yes, he knows what you like; he knows the spots and erogenous zones of yours - just one of many benefits of being long-time-lovers. When you meet someone and fall in love with them everything is exciting, fascinating, learning to know each other, exploring each other, testing waters - all this is animating and amazing but this, what you have with him, with your Reid, you are with for years now is so much more, it’s beyond exciting, it's hilarious and the fact that you’ve negotiated obstacles is amazing, the moment “you stood up” for the both of you and he smiled at you probably only you noticed reminded you of the moment you’d told Noah that you gave a rat’s ass if he accepted that Reid was the new man in your life or not. And you had been so proud of yourself then and afterwards something had changed in your relationship, a new certainty found its way into your life. A certainty that you’ve appreciated so much and feeling Reid’s body contracting and waiting for him to release himself into you, you hear him whisper: ”Luuuke”. You are not sure if it’s a confession or a question, a plea or a sigh.
And all you know is that you want this certainty back.
“I want us back, Reid!” You cry into his hand covering your mouth that you can suck at it just the way you love it.
“We are back…we are.” Reid pants and holds you even tighter and that’s all what you need right now.