god i feel dumb

[scotishdncr]

i feel like an idiot now. i poured my heart and soul out to phil, told him that i couldnt get over him, and i was sick of crying over him. and i didnt want to love him anymore. and i am really tired of hearing people say that they knew he was gay. it really pisses me off because everone told me how happy they were for me and phil, and that we were

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[anithradia]

aww, sweet, i'm so sorry. i actually never expected, and didn't even know he was until this post. ~hug~

my dear...

[anonymous]

liz, i honestly had no clue y u and phil had broke up. i had no clue until this post that he had come out. i never suspected it. not for a single second. i know that doesn't most likely doesn't help in the slightest way right now, and for that i'm sorry. i wish there was something i could do to take your pain away from losing your love. i know how you feel and i remember wishing that somebody could've taken my pain away. it sucks liz, and you don't deserve to have something like this happen to you. you're such an amazing girl liz.. please, try to find something to smile about each day. even if it's just a retarted commercial or something. remember... all of us back here in findlay love you so much and we're always here for you. only a phone call away. i heart you lizy! *mwah!*
-jessica

:(

[mizrahi_517]

I want to say that just because we might have suspected didn't mean it was true - people are wrong about people being gay all the time - take me for example - and just because it didn't surprise us doesn't mean we didn't like you and we didn't want it to work out for you....i was just happy that you were happy and there was no reason to bother saying things that no one knew were true for sure....it's not like he told us and we were keeping it from you this whole time