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Mar 05, 2004 14:52

Cut because I don't know what to say and I only want people who love me to read this. People who will be gentle with me and my messed up emotions. People who will understand and not start twisting my words around to make them bad things, things that make others think that I think this is about me. This isn't about me. It is about my friend ( Read more... )

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democritus March 5 2004, 15:14:06 UTC

::hug::

scotticher March 6 2004, 20:02:17 UTC

::hugs:: back. And thank you. I'll be fine, somehow I always manage to be fine. I think. We should all be sending our energy, or prayers, or whatever you believe in, Patrick's way. He needs it the most.

BTW, I love you.

democritus March 6 2004, 20:06:23 UTC

I love you too Cheri.

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scotticher March 6 2004, 20:03:38 UTC

Thank you for that, it means a lot.

::huggles::

valerieblaise March 5 2004, 15:24:55 UTC

Scotti, I'm so sorry. Cristi was a wonderful person and I still don't believe this myself. I can't even imagine your grief, and unfortunately I can't think of anything to help. I wish I had some comforting words or something. If you need anything, let me know.

scotticher March 6 2004, 20:16:42 UTC

Sweetheart, thank you. But you know, you are already doing for me what I need you to do. Before my very eyes, you are becoming the you I have always seen...the you that you weren't comfortable with before. And I couldn't be prouder of you if you were my child. Trust me, Cristi would be on the same page.

For her, and for me....be happy, be safe and grow. That is all either of us would ask.

I love you, my heart.

adpaz March 5 2004, 15:25:58 UTC

{{{{Cheri ( ... )

apl4tchr March 5 2004, 16:16:29 UTC

Am,
You said you didn't have the words but you wrote eloquently.

scotticher March 6 2004, 20:30:09 UTC

Thank you, Am. I know we will get through this....because we have each other. It comforts me to know that.

And also, I have to thank you. If it weren't for your wedding, I wouldn't have met Cristi face-to-face. It wasn't the prime reason for me coming to your wedding....YOU were. But...I kind of pushed to be there, and now I know why. I always thought there would be time, you know? I wanted to meet Cristi, but I always thought that there would be time. Well, it turns out that there WASN'T going to be time. Who knew? Who ever knows. But God knew, and He knew I had to be there. And if not for you, I wouldn't have been there. I will be forever grateful.

God Bless, sweetie. Hug Rich for me. Hug all the people you love....just because I cannot hug Cristi, not ever again, and who would have thought? I thought I'd be coming east to attend Cristi and Patrick's wedding. That I am not going to be able to hug her ever again hurts more than I can say.

psycat90 March 5 2004, 15:27:10 UTC

I'm so sorry.

scotticher March 6 2004, 20:32:13 UTC

Thank you, Shan. I love you and Vince. Don't go doing anything stupid, you hear? Stay safe and happy. I need you two to be safe and happy.

My Love to you both.