Lather, Rinse, Repeat

[scottie83]

I think one of the things I fear the most about in my life is getting myself into a pattern. It's hard to get out of patterns. You wake up and do the exact same thing you did the day before. It becomes so routine that it's hard to get out of

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[ex_miriamel329]

*hugs* I can relate.

[shlupquack]

I know what you means. Routines get me in a foul mood fast. Always work, school, sleep, work, school, sleep. Feels like you're just trying to get through the day, and then through the week, and then through the month, and then through the year, because someday you know that if you just keep pushing forward then eventually you'll get a better job, and you'll finish school and something will change and then you'll be happy.

But i want to be happy now. But what do we do? Can't quit work, can't quit school, can't quit sleep. Just keep pushing forward.

The best advice I can give you is to take the small amount of free time that you have and do different things. Everyday I go to BJ's after school, eat dinner, go online, stay up too late, and not get enough sleep. Last night I went to my house, cooked a nice dinner, watched some TV with BJ, and went to bed early, and I feel much less grumpy today.

I WANT TO BE A HOBO.

[cutedangerous]

This reminds me of a poem that I wrote...

Every day that I experience
Is as boring as the last
And all my days of happiness
Are way off in the past

I wake up every morning
Hoping to find something that is new
But I just sit here all alone
With nothing else to do

I think about my life
And how wonderful it used to be
But now I sit here crying
With no one to comfort me

And so I have been forgotten
As I sit alone and wait
For the day to come to me
When I can feel love again instead of hate

I hope things get better for you... ♥