Have I been constructing my life to be a tragedy? I don't know anymore. I'm not planning my life for glory, rather I'm planning my life for in inevitable fall. The more I feel, the more I fall. Crash, burn, etc. I hate being so numb. I close my eyes and think of who desires me, and I don't know of a single person who wants me. This feeling ( Read more... )

What have I been up to? Life ( Read more... )

Up and down and gobble gobble gobble, we all did the turkey trot. That's a vivid memory of Fletchers, Sarah and Pranksgiving. I miss being able to see Mary live. I'll play her on my show. Fucking RIAA won't let me do more than three songs from her. Bitches ( Read more... )

I randomly talked to Brandon yesterday. He's doing really well. I'm really glad. He stopped doing coke, pot and doesn't drink much anymore. He's moving to Toronto to do renovation construction, for a tidy profit. I'm really proud of him. I know I have at least done one thing right. He might come to visit which is exciting ( Read more... )

I'm feeling that sound right now ( Read more... )

Blogs are nerdy ( Read more... )

Overly dramatic blog posting ( Read more... )

I'm a blip on your radar screen now.

I've done some work on myself and I'm starting to work at bettering myself rather than bitching at myself.

I'm still killing myself with work and school...old habits die hard.

Fading. Blip. Fading.

They changed livejournal. I miss the old version. Well I also miss the people who used to post. This thing fucked me up for a while ( Read more... )