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ambivalent \am-BIV-uh-lunt\ adjective

1 : simultaneously holding contradictory attitudes or feelings (as attraction and repulsion) toward someone or something
2 a : continually fluctuating (as between one thing and its opposite) b : uncertain as to which approach to follow

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[e_rock84]

i think i've been misusing ambivalent for a long time. i thought it was more akin to apathetic. i'll have to remember to check myself.