Nick and I rented a new apartment...... we went from having lots of money to having none... ugh.

we move tomorrow. I may be away from the computer for a little while until the new cable gets hooked up.

every fourth, I think about a birthday... a birthday I'd rather have burned out of my memory with a....a..... a fuckin branding iron. With the brand, "fuck off" permanently on my brain where that memeory used to be ( Read more... )

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I didn't get the job at Bonefish. I never get what I want, so why do I even get my hopes up ( Read more... )

I'm tired of sitting around the house. The last four days I've had no work and nothing to do, besides go out to eat or to the movies. I did go out this afternoon and apply at Bonefish... I left hopeful. I had to take an exam and as long as I pass I have the job. It took me 3 hours to apply, interview and then take this test. I sure hope I got ( Read more... )

my kids got me sick as a going away present. My head is so stuffed... it hurts much and is very annoying. ugh ( Read more... )

today was my last day at my job. I cried on the way home. It wasn't as hard as I thought saying goodbye to the kids.... they didn't understand of course and would just smile and hug me. Some of the parents said they'd call for babysitting. Most of them just thanked me... but it's those few people that take time out to say how good I am with the ( Read more... )

a few things rolling around in my head ( Read more... )

hello friend.. I haven't seen you in so long.

I put in my resignation at work today. two weeks and then I'm gone.
maybe the director will let me leave my number behind for parents who need babysitting.

I'm sad that I'm leaving the kids... but I need to do this for me anyway.