that night, the night when i finally said 'enough is enough,' was biting cold as i slipped out of the party, struggling to hold back my tears & making it only as far as the car, where i spent what seemed like ages fumbling with my keys until i finally felt the lock give & rushed, shivering, into the driver's seat ( Read more... )

so its already over ( Read more... )

last night ( Read more... )

ok so i'm just updating to let you all know that i am honestly happy right now. like really... i'm not just saying it ( Read more... )

Hug O'War
from the book "Where the Sidewalk Ends" by Shel Silverstein

I will not play at tug o' war.
I'd rather play at hug o' war,
Where everyone hugs
Instead of tugs,
Where everyone giggles
And rolls on the rug,
Where everyone kisses,
And everyone grins,
And everyone cuddles,
And everyone wins.

<3
yes.

Yes, I know ( Read more... )

TODAY

not only did i give blood.. (haha hence the new picture..)

I CHANGED MY OWN TIRE.
does anyone realize how amazing that is?
i'm a teenage girl with a sore arm... what are the chances that i would be able to change a tire?


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Don't feel stupid for missing him, even if he treated you like crap ( Read more... )

I hate when I get so frustrated.
Everything just goes wrong at once,
and I try so hard to fight it.
But the tears, they always come.

I'm tired.
That's all it comes down to.
I'm tired of people asking me whats wrong.
I'm tired of not even knowing where to start with my answer.
I'm tired of pretending to be okay.
I'm tired of wondering when ( Read more... )

it's the way i've always been.

i can't seem to want the boy i have right in front of me

i always want the one i have to chase.

and when i get him...
i have no intention of keeping him long

i know i try too hard.

its just because

i'm only in it for the chase.