-Started to clean my room today...got bored and did something else ( Read more... )

"Its not the length of life that matters, its the quality"-anon ( Read more... )

i will share a secret with everyone if they promise not to tell any doctors or parents....i think i may have had another seizure today...im on my medication so i think i MAY have entered the grand mal state ( Read more... )

one good thing about having nothing of worth to you...is that you have nothing to lose...

I seemed to have dropped my salad...

well...my previous entry has pissed off amber hardcore...i shouldnt have posted it EVER...it was rude...sorry...i can at least explain myself...She hasnt shown me one sign of sadness...just irritation at me being depressed...then she spends all kinds of time with the same kid she cheated on me with....so now i just FUCK EVERYTHING UP!!! ITS ALL IM ( Read more... )

I've seen people more upset over losing change in a vending machine...

i thought maybe staying active with my friends this weekend would keep my mind off of things. But i was wrong...shaun and brian at the same time couldnt keep my mind preoccupied. then me and cody went to the movies where his sister rubbed the breakup in my face and made me feel like shit(she actually laughed at me and called me stupid)....i didnt ( Read more... )

im gonna leave now... all me being truthful in my feelings is doing is making things harder on her...and i dont want pain for her...she means...she IS the world to me. ill pretend to be happy on the car ride home and work...maybe..if you'll still give me a ride. and then i'll leave you alone ( Read more... )

Love is ( Read more... )