So i've been busy for about a million years and counting and i realized that i havent posted on this thing in forever so here it goes...

Prom was fun. It was in a huge ass tent decorated like  a cheep dance club straight out of the 70's which i thought was awesome. Johnny asked Ashley to marry him and she accepted :). After prom was the best part ( Read more... )

Im gonna have to get my wisdom teeth pulled..tear

its april 23rd and it is snowing 8 to 12 inches on my fucking house!!!

i feel like im missing...........someone.

i cant fucking take life any more. i feel like im haveing a fucking panic attack 24-7. there hasnt been one good day to remember since i cant even remember. there has to be something wrong with that. maybe theres something wrong with me something utterly fucked up in my head that wont allow me to be happy. everyone i love or open my heart to ends ( Read more... )

someday I'll wish upon a star and dream of where the clouds are far behind me

I hate being yelled at for something thats not my fault or that i didnt do. why should i have to sit there and take the blame for something that doesnt even consern me?....ah fuck it

yesterday i sat down and had a some what sober conversation with my dad for like 4 hours.i was amazed as he sat there and poured his heart out to me on things that have happened to him in the past ( Read more... )

BEND OVER YOUR LOOKING RIGHT AT IT.

Tomorrow bonfire and flashlight sex.....should be fun

so lately ive been addicted to watching sex and the city.
i wake up,
go to school,
come home,
go to blockbuster and rent as many sex in the city tapes as i can and come home,
and watch them,
then repeat it all over again.

but now i have finished to show.
first episode to the last and im in a numb state of sorrow now that it over.

and i know im a ( Read more... )