wow....umm havent written in here in a while...shits been fucked up...chelseas hurt...im hurt..im pist..im confused...idk what to do with my lifelast week was the worst week ever..one whole pack of []'s gone fucked up police..oh well its only bcuz of bay city...i got another pack so its ok i guess..my fone is gone and lost forever...not whatever ( Read more... )

chels is at a meeting...i feel like shit i woke up at 7 something.....idk why...maybe it was good to sleep that long....takes more time...takes time away where i dont have to hurt....idk..im sick of ppl...they have no heart...no one...except chelsea...i love you baby ( Read more... )

say im realstoned right now..so all you RI ppl who dont like that shuv it up ur a** ...umm idk what to say really i no ones posts in here...chelsea does<3 anyone else who does likes to talk shit so i just wont post back to those im not pathetic like others....i actually kno whats going on in life ( Read more... )

Today started out ok...got 2 wayed by sara U FUCK FACE..ahaha..ummm yea nothing specail today..i guess...i talked to chelsea for a while..it was a good while tho..and i chatted with her mom...FUN...i miss her already...O NOT HER MOM U SICK FUCK..i miss chelsea lol...my mom just called..she said she bought me some things...hopefully an once of ( Read more... )

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sitting here lost in the rainy day not knowing what to do or what i want in life....todays one of those days u feel like ur the only one on earth...and hopeless...all i wanna do is lay in the rain...and pass out forevr....life is so uninviting..im tired of looking outside and having no where to go...im tired of watching the rain fall upon the ( Read more... )

hey whats up baby? not too much over here ...arent u happy this is yr love letta <3 hehe...im Probably going to say thing i usually dont ...bcuz im not a sweet person in general...im scared too...but i will bcuz i love you and i want u to trust me...and belive me..i want to be honest and trustworthy...ur all i have right now and all i will ever ( Read more... )

Another day ...woke up to fat ass pounding on my door got up got ready left with her....did some runs...got marcos as morendo..his son<...went to wal mart...and such...its like almost nine and my first time bein online today...haha wow...amazing...but my plans tonight are to probaby get a sack b4 chels gets hom if not wait till out date ...then ( Read more... )

hey everyone...today was a pretty kick ass day so far....i woke up to the ring of a fone...it was vanessa..my favorite sister...she asked me to watch poops..obviously who would turn that down..not I ..so she said she dont have to work till 4 and it was like 12 so i said fuck it ill clean the fuck out of my crib...so i got up smoked a []....ate... ( Read more... )