I want to be someone else or i'll explode....

[screamxforxmore]

This sux...I know i'm losing alot of people...ALOT...I dunno..I want to do something but i've just really lost it,maybe i'm getting depressed or something? I dunno, I hope not..i've noticed i've been real bitchy lately and not myself at all.My mass of connections has turned close to zero due to me just saying fuck it but i've kinda been working on

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it'll get better.

[breakable_heart]

i <3 u...

[xsweetnsour77x]

u dont sound whiny, thats what these r for, to bitch..lonelyness is a bad feeling..i sorrys..i hope u feel better soon

[alexia_anthem]

Aliviating this shit. (I've been there)

1.- Buy a fucking chocolate. Two if possible (It helps, don't ask how)
2.- Take a walk well not a walk like stupid, but talk to someone and have a cig (Gets you back in a good mood)
3.- Talk to friends...really
4.- If your mom gives you money...tear it or buy some weed

Geez, you're gonna think I'm dumb. Don't let yourself drown, you got more pretty things coming your way and it's not worth getting mad.

:) Love.

[openminded592]

u sound like me now derek.... hmmm yes chocolate works maybe ur menstral. guys get periods. in that case u really need chocolate. magic brownies, sex, one night stand sex of course. wait ive got it lets steal a car and go to mexico i think thats what every one needs. genious.

[alexia_anthem]

That would just give him more trouble...

We want Derek happy...

Jacking a car can work for maybe one day tough.

Thx All

[screamxforxmore]

Heh yeah jacking a car wouldn't be the best idea, mexico sounds fun though! Thx guys! <3 yah all!

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[alexia_anthem]

Love you more. Cause I get attached easily and I'm emo. And you're cool and my pal.

<3

[openminded592]

jacking a car would work cus they cant do ne thing by the time ur across the border and o course he'd be happy they dont have drinking ages there.

dont worry buddy. im in the same boat

[confused_by_you]

dont let yourself get put down. "the world takes you by your own estimate"

im always hear for you buddy, i know we really havent kept in touch but i really do wish we would talk more.

i miss my derek!

call me sometime, new # 321-331-9268

you better have my note on monday morning!!!

oh and btw- dont listen to your rents, my parents have been putting me down and making me feel like shit for the last 5 days, i've been really depressed until i just stopped blocking them out, but i still kinda feel the same as you.

love ya tons
<3.Andi.