I`m such an f-ing idiot....

[screatch]

Guuuuuuuuuuh! I thought Wednesdays were my sucky days....but appearently today sucks too. I mean i`m sitting here, bawling my eyes out yet again because i`m an idiot who`s hopelessly in love, and who`s again and again rejected. I fuckin` hate myself for getting kicked in the face and then going back again for more, with a smile just to be kicked

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[tzatziki_girl]

boys are shit faces, love.. and if he honestly doesn't realize how amazing, intellegent and beautiful you are, i don't think he deserves to be with you anyways! i myself and a victim of the "long time crush, long time pain" syndrome.. and it's pretty much always been that way.. the only thing you can do is embrace how you're feeling as a natural part of living (because it is!;)) everybody goes through it, or some form of it atleast, and you'll grow and mature from it.. it know it's hard right now, i understand that times a billion but all you can really do is keep on going, eat a lot of ice cream, and do things that you love -

it'll only get better from here!! and someday soon prince charming will sweep you off your feet when you least expect it!! how could he possibly resist?!

loooooooove you,

alaina

[screatch]

Oh how i love you honey!
I`m actually in a better mood today, but still your comment made me smile and miss you VERY much! I wish i could give you a HUGE hug right now!
*kisses*