have you ever had one of those feelings where you feel somethings not right or wrong? i just suddenly got the feeling deep inside me. it worries me but not to the point that it scares me. i hope it's nothing. i have a million things running through my head right now it's almost uncomforting. things like lulu, she seemed mad or upset when i sent ( Read more... )

Im Bored ( Read more... )

well tonight i went with jason to see the movie hostage...which was awesome. but on the way home me and jason were having a conversation b/c we passed a squad car and i had mentioned that i was ready to get mine. and he said to me "man why you going to have a job that was so dangerous and make very little when it comes to pay?" and i told him ( Read more... )

yeah it feels like it's been a little bit since ive updated this live journal. nothing really new with me lately just hanging out and working. today i got up at 3:45...how horrible is that? lol. my mother always tells me somethings wrong with me, that now human being can put away that much sleep. but i got up and we ate easter dinner then i ( Read more... )

well im sitting here at work about to pass out b/c i only got like 2 hours of sleep last night. i guess it's b/c i couldnt fall asleep....i had a bunch of stuff on my mind. the majority of it i guess is from my girlfriends live journal entry i read last night before i attempted to go to sleep. but that didnt turn out the way i had planned. she ( Read more... )

well i know i havent updated in a while...i guess it's cause ive been working lately. some good news have come into my life!!! im going monday to take my placement test at York Technical College!!! im so happy my dreams are finally coming true. and they worked it out that after a year if all goes well then ill be transferring to USCL (University ( Read more... )

idk i guess im just not understanding things well. or maybe its just me? heck i guess ill never know. im so confused right now!!! we were doing great for like over 2 weeks now with no fights and then it just went downhill tonight. i just dont know...........she wants to start over so i guess im back to the same boring lonely life that i use to ( Read more... )

well today i got up at the crack of dawn (8 a.m.) to clean my room b/c the love of my life was coming down to hang out for a day cause i havent been able to see her in like a month. today was absolutely awesome. we went and had lunch at bojangles then we road by my old high school then we headed to my house where it couldnt have been better. it ( Read more... )

well im sitting here in spartanburg at my friend davids house. and i must say this is a pretty nice laptop im typing on. the ride was pretty fun although we almost ran off the road thanx to someone who was driving *ahem* Billy *ahem*. but we're here fine and hopefully we'll have a safe trip back. idk what it is with me but ive had this feeling ( Read more... )

today i had an awesome day when i went to work and hung out with lulu. we didnt fight all night and got along all night then i get home and start talking to her online and she asked me if there was more between me and my friend charlotte. and i honestly answered no cause there is nothing going on between us we're just friends. but i think lulu ( Read more... )