fuck this

[screechrocket]

Hey guess what!?! i'm about to get shitfaced in my room! wow this is the best part of my bad damn week! oh by the way the 80s suck almost as much as i do

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this is pat

[anonymous]

woah dude...dont put so much pressure on yourself dude...just have fun...come back to dublin soon

it is all good

[anonymous]

Man I love you dont doubt yourself, drinking never solves anything. the night I met my solid I came back from retreat and everyone on the floor was drunk. She and i were sober. I thought that i would give up on women but then i found her. God will bring her to you man. DOnt discourage!!

Re: it is all good

[screechrocket]

it's not just that i can't find someone, its that i crash and burn in the worst way everytime, everydamn time.

Someone may not be the right one, but that doesn't mean that i have to fell like shit and feel akward. when you have an 100% failure rate things dontlook to bright for the future.

i dont mind waiting for the right girl to come along, but god could at least make some part of my life make me feel good, give me something to hold on to and be happy about.

Re: it is all good (this is pat)

[anonymous]

I mean rather than worrying about it and going out looking for some girl...just dont put pressure on yourself...just let it happen...you are not going to find a worthwhile relationship if you go out "desperate" and looking just to find a girl...I know you are better than that and I have gone through tough times so I know exactly how you feel and sympathize with you...I know I had times where I thought I was living in hell and that nothing would get better...thats just how we think...but I can assure you...if you just chill out a little, stop killing yourself over this, and just let things happen(I am not saying that you shouldnt pay special attention to girls, cause you should, but if they dont reciprocate, dont worry about it)...anyway....if you want to talk about it sometime just give me a call...you will be okay