95% of the time, Im happy.

95% of the time, Im in a good mood.

95% of the time, if I happen to be in a bad mood, I don't show it.

Tonight was different. 
Tonight sucked...'in a positive way' (note the sarcasm).
And he didn't even care. 
Didn't even ask whats wrong.

So Iv known my feelings all my life.  Everyone has.
I know when im feeling sad.
I know when im feeling like its the best day ever.
I know when im acting like a total bitch.  
I know when im feeling jealous. 
And I know when im feeling like the world is coming down on me. 
I even know when im feeling immature, or stupid...just to be acting immature and ( Read more... )

BEST FUCKING NIGHT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!

So i'v been sitting here for an hour and a half trying to type my journal for english. Iv been distracted though....by choice, I guess. I just cant think of anything. So i would listen to music then read a little. Then come back to this blank screen. Great, huh? I thought so. Not like I care about state lotteries or anything. Meh. Hmm..I wonder how ( Read more... )

The sky looks totally awesome right now! I love it!

Anyway. So I'v decided that I'm not a horrible person. I mean I feel bad...I do have a heart. I guess I just realized that it could be worse. And its not like I'v done anything...yet, anyway. And even if something did...which who knows, I still dont think I'm all to blame. I just want to be ( Read more... )

Holy shit...thats all I can say...holy shit.

I don't know what to do?

Yes I do...do nothing...this can't happen.

Im confused...I need someone...
What is Steve gonna say?
And everyone else?
Not fair...I hate that Steve mentioned it in the first place. 
I have to tell Tab and Bri.

But now i have to go...he's still talking...
So not fair.

Nickleback.

Hinder.

Chevelle.

Hoobastank.

All four.
One night.
Little Rock.

Yay me!!!!!!!!

So, how about that school...?

I wish people didn't feel the need to be wanted.

So today was great ( Read more... )