~3.06.94~ in loving memory of m. sissy

derrick's probably still mad at me for telling fossen. derrick told me his arm hurt and i unknowingly told his coach, who i assumed to know about the problem. and so of course he's mad. i said i was sorry but he said "well i should've known better than to tell you" and that really hurt. i dno if he meant it ( Read more... )

wow i'm sick of people talking behind my back. especially if they have the gut to smile and pretend to be my friend. people like that should be shot, pureed, and used to make KY jelly.

old poetry...

And as I peer through the grimy glass
Smudges smeared by my own hands
Obstructing my view.
Struggling, as I’m trying to breakthrough.

And around the ( Read more... )

school is boring as usual. friends are starting to bore me. parents bore me continuously. my entire life is boring. i have no motivation to wake up in the morning.

j0b0sapi3n: dood
j0b0sapi3n: im gona give you so good emo
j0b0sapi3n: omfg
j0b0sapi3n: its orgasmic

YAY thank you jonathan!!!

me and freeman went to go "study physics" today afterschool. so before we went to starbucks to "study" he had to go drop off his power cord at school and we ran into BRYCE AND HIS MOM. so then freeman's like crap we're screwed. so then he drives around kennedy between the residential areas and then he tells brian to call bryce cause if we called it ( Read more... )

i dno why brian puts up with me. i'm such a spoiled brat...

i'm kinda sick of hanging around boys. i mean boys are nice and all :D but i need to be with girls. to talk about sports and watch them make idiots of themselves is refreshing and remotely interesting but i miss being with girls :/

i keep thinking "what if..." and it's really starting to bother me. i think some of you know what i'm talking about... ( Read more... )

i feel really bad...i cheated on brian today...

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with lynette!! hahaha. wow i had a blast. even tho i kinda forced lynette to come with me i know she had a good time too ;P umm i got new shoes and i'll show u pix later. i got something for brian, kinda. gnite!

dadutchguy69 : brian ! i wasn't trying to be mean. i swear i was going to but then melissa hahn popped outta nowhere and it was just weird... cause she thinks of me as this angelic good girl and ya...even if it isn't true i felt awkward. find me tomorrow during lunch and i'll make it up to you *wink*

also why do u think i'll dump u and u wont dump me? what if ( Read more... )

it rained today. safyre got pooped on but at least it was clear so i'm guessing the bird didnt take a number 2. ann wang sat on the ground and got her legs and butt completely wet. i failed my i/b test. and my physics quiz.

tomorrow is picture day!!! meaning i'll have pictures up tomorrow if anything special happens.

bryce wear a sexy hat. not for ( Read more... )