I've felt the same way about life so many times. I've also had my moments every now and then where I also miss "running my mouth & playing drinking games, laughing so loud and staying up so late" - I've felt that exact same way. I miss the way my life used to be. But I was a lot more irresponsible then, and I wasn't getting anywhere in life. I ended up taking the leap last year and I enrolled in school and started in March, and I'm having a baby now, but there's a lot of times that I feel like I still wasn't ready for any of this, and I feel like I'm going to be a huge failure. It's probably just my own insecurities getting to me, but I finally got to the point where even though I was doing whatever I wanted and having fun, I felt like I wasn't advancing in life, like it was all for nothing and like I had to start making changes, start a real life, accomplish something. It's scary and hard, but I'm just hoping that this will all be worth it.
It's freezing balls here, too. I hear what you're saying about finding balance... it took me a lot of wrong jobs to figure out what I really want to do, and that's subject to change as well. The most important thing was finding a way to have a life and work at something I love at the same time. And that doesn't even cover the personal side
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