Todays topic:  NEW LIFE.

Well, my mom took my side of course with the fuck  head so she fucking bitched him out and all that good shit and he's fucked and I feel sorry for him, oh well fuck it.  So he doesn't know yet because he would probably start crying again or some shit like that but, my mom and I are going to move out which is a ( Read more... )

How do I begin a entry like this, one that I am so fucking poisoned with angry. I just got into a fight with my soon to be (hopefully not, because now my mother doesn't have my blessing, and if she does I won't be there) step father which was a total pain in my fucking ass. He came in the house fliping out because I was taking a shower in my ( Read more... )

How can I play tricks on my mind when all I see fades away. My eyes are open but all i see is darkness. Will this ever end? I am sitting here conteplating on whether or not if my spoons are bending left or right? Which direction should I go?

Another christmas has come and gone another year to live. I hope everybody had a wonderful fucking christmas. Not much to say today.

My thoughts have wondered until on an endless road with cloudy memories. I cannot quite understand my feelings for this particular girl; at days I see her I want to dialogue with her but seal my lips and other days I have no urge to speak. I cannot clearly put my finger on the problem. Maybe if she showed interest in my maybe my attitude would ( Read more... )

There is a special someone that I see daily in which she see's me also. Sometimes things go unsaid in which I wish wouldn't. I awnt to convey with this person and explain how I feel but I am in a situation in which i can't. Horrible situatins would occur if I did draw to the surface my feelings. How can I know what she feels without actually ( Read more... )

I am at work now and the fucking days is going by so fucking slow i want to fucking scream. On the other hand it has been great. I have finished all of my school exams and passing with a's and b's with one math exam left and hopefully I will do well. So she sang will be playing tonight dec. 11, 2004 at the complex and for better all it is free ( Read more... )

It has been a while since my last post shows listed were absolutely fantastic but the fucking people sucked. I have never seen anybody that fucking rude in my life I mean shit. Nashville, sorry, but you people need to fucking work on your fucking hospitality. You people are to fucking uptight and about looking the hardest and most hardcore, get ( Read more... )

Merauder is playing with special guest agents of man, clenched fist, and nights like these on tuesday october the 12th at the caravan. Everyone needs to attend this show it will be crucial. The cover is only 8 dollars so come out and support ur local and visiting bands and SO SHE SANG will in deed be returning from there month brake to entertain ( Read more... )

Wow fucking Martyr A.D. , Bleeding Through, Walls Of Jericho, and It Dies Today is playing a show in Nashville, Tn @ the Blue Sky Court. Everyone needs to take a nice little road trip to see this one. This show is going to knock u away, get ready.