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scruff__mcgruff

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Feb 08, 2004 23:31

have you ever thought honestly that a sudden, swift death would be such a sweet release? that, after so long, the unending pain that hides inside of you isn't bearable any longer, and nothing is going to stop it because the things that cause it will never change. that the people you think care about you find your unhappiness a burden, as they ( Read more... )

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cyanidetablet February 9 2004, 06:52:10 UTC

Not sure I know who precisely this is about, but I know how it feels...

I don't hate you, Mikey. Sorry I've been so caught up with my class work and haven't had any time to hang out. Maybe we can catch up with each other soon, though?

Hang in there, man. It can't rain all the time (with direct exception to the Delaware Valley this past Spring, Summer and Fall, that is...).

xreesex February 9 2004, 09:18:43 UTC

anonymous February 16 2004, 07:54:03 UTC

You'll be alright Mike. Fuck em all!! You are the only person who can make you happy. Trust me. Nobody I live or work with has given a shit about me for 2 years now.
Fuck Those Mother Fuckers!

Re: scruff__mcgruff February 16 2004, 21:40:07 UTC

You know, I was thinking about deleting that post and I probably should have. It was a little too dramatic. I've really never had any doubt that I'd be fine, though sometimes I find it hard to keep that in mind. You are right; I am the only person that can make me happy. That is true for everyone. And it's that realization that's kind of sobering. I can't make other people happy, no matter how hard I try. The only one who's life I can definitely affect is my own. And after this past week, I found the inspiration to want to do something with my life again. I don't know who you are, but maybe you can talk to me non-anonymously if you want to. Of course, if you were just empathizing, nevermind. But it seems that I may have struck upon a sensitive chord. Or maybe I have no idea what I'm talking about. Let me know..

Re: anonymous February 21 2004, 11:38:09 UTC

I think talking with you would be a good idea but after I give you my e-mail address I don't expect to hear from you. benesmw@13meu.usmc.mil
Talk to ya soon, or maybe not.

anonymous February 16 2004, 07:57:32 UTC

Death is certain
Life is not
Pain is just a bonus