... why do I get stuck in this place will all these fuggin bitches? i know its a childish saying but.. at this point.. i feel as if hte world is aganist my happiness ( Read more... )

okay.. im scared to my wits end right now.. i think i said something to krissy on ffxi while she was away and i think maybe her mom or somthing saw it.. it was perverted in nature and i used her real name... but she didnt say nething back and she was suddenly offline... im worried.. plz god dont let nething bad have happened... right now.. i cant ( Read more... )

okay.. spent early evening with krissy.. greatness.. really carea bout her ( Read more... )

okay.. woke up at 5:30 this morning... realized, "oh shit.. i think imma throw up".. well.. i didnt, but my stomach hurt like a bitch.. i kept waking back up until about 7 when i had to get up for work.. i wanted to take off but mom bitched and made me go.. but, i left after an hour and a half cause i felt bad.. and since i didnt get any real sleep ( Read more... )

okay look damnit... i wasnt bitching about GETTING the ticket.. i fuggin KNOW i was in the wrong.. i REALIZE that.. its not the first ticket ive gotten.. but now if i GET insurance, my rates will be fuggin outrageous cuase of speeding tickets and my age.. i was commenting on how the "court costs" are added into your ticket weither you contest the ( Read more... )

okay.. updating since earlier post.. i made up with my mom more or less.. i appoligized for being an ass to her... but dad was still being a dick.. dont want to be around him if i possibly can... want to move out.. want away ( Read more... )

lets go in order ( Read more... )

physically: okay.. work today.. was a bitch.. the tips of my fingers are like.. calus now and i cant feel things as sensetievly as before.. which is good for work.. but sucks at everything else... my heals hurt like a bitch.. my legs are tired from squating to put stuff on lower shelves.. my back hurts from bending over to pick shit up.. my legs ( Read more... )

ya know... when you have to sit around ppl talking but.. you dont know them.. or care to know them.. but they keep talking.. and you cant talk.. you just gotta work.. cause the ppl you talk to arent there.... okay... so you dont.. big f'en deal... i was all alone today... the guy i work under had to take his grandmother to the doctors at lunch... ( Read more... )

jesus, i dunno what to say now... i have NOTHING to bitch about... well... strike that.. i CAN bitch about somet hings.. but i dont wanna... ive learned a few things recently ( Read more... )