Today...

[scrumptchy]

For the past couple of days, I have been annoyed and anxious! I wake up every two hours to feed my son, and I can't seem to go back to sleep. I worry about him all of the time and constantly apologize to him whenever he starts to cry. I think it's because I try to be the perfect mother to him and don't ever want him to cry. Also, I have been

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[superho]

In all honesty it sounds like typical guy stuff.. which does not make it any less frustrating. While Shane is away playing computer games I'm here doing the dishes by hand, cleaning the bathroom, etc. The other night while he was watching a movie I was spending an hour making dinner and he didn't even know what I was doing! I was making dinner *right behind him* and he was so into his movie he didn't even hear or smell the food being prepared! My mom says that my dad never changed poopy diapers.. he would say he'd do it and just sit there watching TV, and then when like an hour had passed she'd get pissed and do it herself, and my dad would be like "oh, I was just about to get up and do that". Yeah right! All I can say is that this generation of women needs to socialize their sons to be equal partners in the household and childcare, because we're equal partners bringing home a paycheck!

But congrats on the baby, and things will get easier over time. :) It sounds like you are doing a really great job.

[scrumptchy]

Thank you :) I'm sure it will get better, I'm just stressing out right now.
Hugs,
Carrie