So, today I am 38 1/2 weeks pregnant and I am sick with bronchitis! The baby is efaced and ready to come out, so any day now I will have my boy. I've been really irritated lately because I can't do much and I am constantly tired. The last month of pregnancy is definitely the worst!

Once again, I am up late with contractions and I am feeling dizzy and nauseated. I went to the doctor earlier and she told me that I am still not dialated yet! I am full term in my pregnancy as of today, but my boy probably won't be coming any time soon. If he doesn't come out in the next two weeks, I will have to be induced or possibly schedule a ( Read more... )

So, I went back to the doctor today because I've been having contractions all day and they were less than 5 minutes apart! The doctor monitored them and told me that they were intense, but I am not dialated yet. The baby is faced and ready to come out and is pushing really hard on my pelvis. So does this mean that he is going to come out soon or am ( Read more... )

Here is a picture of the dress that my bridesmaids will be wearing at my wedding... They look so beautiful in it!!

http://www.davidsbridal.com/bridesmaids_bycolor_detail.jsp?stid=1552&sid=4650&cfid=65

I am eight months and 3 weeks pregnant today! The baby is due in four weeks, but I think he will be early. I went to the doctor today and she pulled me out of work for the next 10 weeks. I have been having contractions all day so he will be here soon. Tonight, I am going to pack the babies bag for the hospital just in case I have to go in. I am ( Read more... )

I realized some things about my relationship these past couple of days... I have realized that without Justin, I could not survive emotionally and mentally. We went to the hospital the other morning because his heart was acting up. It has never done that before and he was scared! The doctor's thought he might have a blood clot near his heart, but ( Read more... )

I need sleep, but I can't!!!!!!!! I miss late nights at Shari's with friends. We should do that again soon... Anyway, going to Black Angus the other night was a lot of fun. I miss the old days...

My Mom is in California right now with my family. It is weird because she hasn't been back to California in over 10 years!! She has to relive her past and come to terms with a lot of things. I'm glad that she is enjoying herself and missed her family so much. My Dad is with her right now and they haven't seen eachother in over 6 years! Maybe, they ( Read more... )

I found out this morning that my Opa (Grandpa) died last night. I haven't seen him in a long time and have only a couple of memories of him from when I was little. He used to coach my brother's baseball team and I was his little cheerleader! He also told me that whenever I see a pink car driving on the road, think of him. My Grandpa suffered for a ( Read more... )

I left work early tonight because I felt like bawling in my check stand. Since I couldn't cry, I started having an anxiety attack. I finally told my manager I had to leave and left as fast as I could. I went on the internet and researched pregnancy and anxiety. I know that I am under a lot of stress and many factors contribute to this depression ( Read more... )