i'll keep telling myself that if its meant to happen, it'll happen.

i tried right?? you can be the one to look back and say, "what if?"...it's out of my hands at this point...

ON A COMPLETELY SEPERATE NOTE...

i'm doing this, i'm saying yes

TEN FIRSTS ( Read more... )

maybe its the weather, or the combination of weird things going on in my life...or maybe that i just actually had a good day after a few really shitty ones...but i walked around new york city today, took in everything i could, and this song would not get out of my head!!! weird ( Read more... )

i just had the strangest dream ( Read more... )

its amazing what you find on your ipod, the things you didn't even know you had or have never heard before, when you press the random button ( Read more... )

so the weekend is over, and just when i feel like everyone has come to visit, more people surprise me and show. so i have two more people coming in this weekend, tim kearny gets here on friday and craig gets here on sunday...too much too much ( Read more... )

i have so much i want to say to you but i just can't ( Read more... )

damn i'm busy with too much, but life is A okay ( Read more... )

it's times like these where as hard as it is to really believe it...life goes on...

people do things i'll never understand, things happen that i'll never understand but that's what i'm getting dealt...after all the shit i've been through in the past 4 months...this is just the iceing on the cake.

thank you.

alrighty...so i'm finally home...summer is over...so here's the big recap ( Read more... )