today's not been a particularly good one. Although i haven't exactly woken up on the proverbial wrong side of the bed, there's not exactly anything in particular to make me smile. It's just been like that all of today. The closest thing to making me smile was this shade of purple that a door was painted as i was taking the scenic way back to ( Read more... )

Last night i dreamt that i slept with Fraser :s

In a funny mood today i have been. Work again is taking over my life. For what was only meant to be a vacation job, i have more responsabilities that i'm either comfortable with or am being payed for. But that's always been the problem: as soon as you show aptitude in what you do, bosses are quick to deligate, deligate, deligate ... until ( Read more... )

Well, i was in a mightily bad mood earlier. One of those cloudy moods that could have so easily turned into a thunderstorm had someone been stupid enough to cross my path.
Just as well i'm on my own in the flat, however. Although i did have to leave it for a good half an hour, since it is the flat that put me in a bad mood. Does anyone realise ( Read more... )

Well, it's 10:51 on a slightly cold Sat morning. i've just had the first lie-in for a long time. Awoke from a rather strange dream about school discos and drugs and Matt. So, i'm sitting at my computer, with the eternal choice: masterbate or not. i chose not.
It's been a strange week, really. Hard to say if it was good or bad overall, for each ( Read more... )

You gardener you
Discipliner domestically
I can obey all of your rules
And still be me

I never thought I would compromise
I never thought I would compromise
I never thought I would compromise

That comes from Björk's song Unison from the album Vespertine. It's interesting, and somehow not surprising, that the original title for this album was ( Read more... )

so tired, matt's coming around tonight, for the first time since manchester. Looking forward to it, a lot.

Working lots. making money. Feeling incredibly adult.
more later

That a boy like him
Would have entered me lightly
Restoring my blisses

Who would have known
That a boy like him
After sharing my core
Would stay going nowhere

Well, that's me back from Manchester. Feeling very content, though somewhat tired.
As i'd half-expected my worries over the whole meeting parents and family were unfounded. Thrown right in ( Read more... )

QOTD:So how exactly do you get biceps like those? as Nick flirts/compliments yet another man in Grange Deli. As Andrea so correctly observed, he's unstoppable.
...To continue. So this meeting the parents issue has grown slightly in proportion. To be honest, it is the things which worries me least about the journey. Perhaps i feel slightly ( Read more... )

QOTD: ...que je jouisse as Valérie conjugates the very jouir, to cum, in the subjunctive for me

Things are very good at the moment. i know i've not been exactly the most faithful livejournaler of late: partly because i haven't felt the need for catharsis nor recorded reflection, partly because i've made the mistake of wanting to recap over ( Read more... )