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[scyfygy]

I'd like to start by saying, I feel like shit. In fact, I feel like shit that has been pissed on, and then run over by two or three hundred cars, only to be swept off the road by acid rain and washed into the sewer.
...okay, so I don't feel quite that bad

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[akakat]

You poor thing. Being depressed sucks. And it sucks even more because you're depressed and you have this problem which is being depressed. That doesn't really make sense, but I feel like it's true.

You said you don't want advice, so feel free to totally ignore this, but two things:
1. Can you get free tutoring at RRCC? I seem to remember something about that.
2. Have you considered trying meditation? I know it sounds like total bullocks, but it really helped me.

[scyfygy]

Er... that didn't really make sense, no, but it's okay.

As for tutoring at Red Rocks, yes, they have it, and it is indeed free, but it's more like when you need a little extra help outside of class. They'll help you with concepts you're struggling with, and to prepare for tests, etc. What I need is to actually re-learn more than eight years' worth of math. I am at about a fifth grade math level (lower, in some areas), and I need something much more intesive than the Red Rocks free tutoring program can provide, I'm afraid.

As for meditation, I have always wanted to try it, but I've never known how. Also, whenever I try to just do it on my own--clear my mind, shut my eyes, and focus strictly on my breathing--I find that my mind starts racing even faster, I start feeling funny itches all over, and I can't seem to sit still anymore. I am definately an ADD child.