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[sdiz_xx]

I have never felt this much anxiety in my life.

Never once, have I had a job that, after every shift, I wanted to quit so badly. It's so difficult for me to pinpoint what exactly about it upsets me so much. I just have this ominous sense that I "do not belong here". I didn't want to do this. I took the job for Joe and for "us", not for me. At all. I

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[moniely]

Aww I'm sorry you're so stressed! I know how it is to really despise what you're doing. I thought about waiting tables in September when school starts, I have no experience either... but now... yikes!