I suppose that the issue on my end came mainly from me lowering my defenses and allowing myself to behave in a way that I normally don't. I wish I could pull off being suave, collected and in control, and usually I can at least act it, but I wanted so badly to feel accepted by you that I neglected taking the appropriate routes in that pursuit. I rushed, stumbled over my own words and feet, and fell straight into a vulnerable situation. I really never meant for things to turn out this way, but when someone lets emotions get the better of them, they can't think logically.
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If only I had been born Vulcan...
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