i just wish i could find my cave for awhile right now

this is how it progressed for a few days. gravity brought the bruise down to my eyes.


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well i woke up this afternoon and i got myself a beer.

i hate you to the same degree that i used to love her.

"it's okay to eat fish
cause they
don't have any feelings"
-nirvana

it's okay to eat fish
it's okay to kill bugs
they aren't sentient beings.
are they?

i was driving along, minding my own business, going 25 in a school zone like you're supposed to, when this crazy bitch starts honking at me. so naturally i flipped her off. she pulls next to me and yells something to me that i can't hear over the doors. so when i catch up to her, and actually pass her (because she got caught at the red light that i ( Read more... )

Long ago, I was wounded. I loved
to revenge myself
against my father, not
for what he was--
for what I was: from the beginning of time,
in childhood, I thought
that pain meant
I was not loved.
It meant I loved.

Louise Gluck

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tonight i got off work and i went to jfill's house, where he pampered me.

he cooked me an egg sandwich, rolled us a doobie, put me in the jacuzzi, then proceeded provide me with a massage and thought-stimulating conversation.

it was just what i needed: a little bit of life inserted into the midst of my insanity.
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