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i dont even know anymore, i dont know what to do, i dont know ...i miss her so much, it hurts.

once again today i feel like i'm being regected by friends. today kaymen told me that i should eat somewhere else at lunch because his friends said i shouldn't be there. i barely know his other friends but they usually seem friendly but he keeps telling me they are just lieing to me and leading me on and that they don't want me around. it kind of ( Read more... )

You have no idea how i just felt looking up at the sky...caiti, if you remember homecoming night, when we were outside and todd was messing with something behind the shed and i was holding you trying my best to keep you warm, well we looked up at orion. the star constelation. i told you that anyone in florida could be seeing the same thing right ( Read more... )

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Wow. Today just seems like a waste of a day. I don't think I have ever said I would rather go to school than have a day off, but if I had to say it one day this would be it. I am really bored here. There's not much to do. Oh well, in ten days I will be out of this place. I am going to go see Caiti again! I seriouslly can't wait for that! I mean I ( Read more... )

im pretty sure i've posted one of these things before but i want to try it out and see what everyone thinks of me... ok here you go...1. Who are you ( Read more... )

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...NOTHING seems to ever work out how it should, i don't know what im doing wrong. NOTHING is ever good enough. NOTHING will ever be...nothing..is who i am. to him... i feel like falling, the rush of wind in my face. giving in to the feeling. feeling end. not looking back. not worrying about making others content... fuck you! no one knows how it ( Read more... )

...wow... i never expected it to hit me this hard. i wish i didn't have to leave, i never wanted to. but now i'm back in this town. I had an awesome time up there in wisconsin. waukesha kicks ass! everyone i met there i will remeber forever. god, i dont know why but im feeling so down right now...and im definatly sick, lol, i love you caiti! gabby ( Read more... )