Life is a blur ( Read more... )

Im really glad I have the best friendship in the world. All the guys I hang out with are amazing friends. Mrs. Jordan my feminist English teacher, talks about friendship being better with girls and stuff. Yeah fucking right. I dont understand why my wonderful Erica's friends for like 6 years cant fucking call her to hang out. Im just fucking sick ( Read more... )

Im sitting her talking to Erica online. Shes the greatest girl on the planet. We hung out today and needless to say she made me feel alot better. She got to stay until like 7:45 because her mom is lame. But thats okay. We played alot of cards, relaxed, tired eachother out, relaxed, she gave me a massage, we ate dinner, messed with each other. It ( Read more... )

Im sitting at home, because I really didnt feel good today. Im worried that Im getting sick again. I might go to the hospital tomorrow to get a remicade, I really hate the hospital ( Read more... )

Im truely hurt, emotionally, I dont know what to say. Hurt much more then I have been in along time. Well Im realy sorry that your so lonely and that I have, or this relationship has ruined your life for the past 9 months, or year or whatever. Im really sorry but I love you. And thats why I have done everything for you. Do I say that to much also? ( Read more... )

Well...Chirstmas was disapointing to say the least. I feel like my parents forgot about me until the last second and then just whent out and baugh a couple random things and then the cheapest stuff off my list. I dont want to go on and seem ungrateful. I just dont understand. Im going to feel akward when people ask me in school what I got for

Erica just left my house, and shes going hope, opening presents and junk because shes going up north tomorrow until tuesday. Im going to miss her. I think thats why Im in this mood ( Read more... )

I did one of those Erica, is love things but it didnt turn out! My computer is gay ( Read more... )

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But its still the same old same old..

Im online right now. So I might as well post. Friday, I hung out with my hubbie, we argued but then worked it out. I really hate her family, they dont deserve her. Anywho~ We whent to Sarahs party. That was pretty fun. I felt kind of out of place when then girls came. And Erica wasnt talking to me, if I said something she would like look at me and ( Read more... )