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[sduf]

When this feelig hits, it hits hard and it stays for a really long time.  I find myself purposly distancing myself from others just so they don't have something to talk about. I hate being the topic of conversation when I do nothing to put myself in that situation.  I block out way to many emotions from other people only to feel sad about what I'm

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[thewordsofsam]

hey babe. i know i haven't talked to you in a while, and i wish i had more than a minute to comment on this (i have a stupid paper to write). just know that i understand a lot of what you're writing about, and you are not even close to being alone on how you feel. as you know i've dealt with depression and anxiety for a long time, and having to deal with all of that far away from home must be awful. i don't know if that's exactly what you're dealing with or if that's what you're taking medicine for, but all i can say is, please continue to get help and at least consider staying on medication. i know that just because medication works for me it may not work for you, but don't stop taking it just because dave may not fully approve. you need to do what is best for you right now. what i suggest is to maybe go see a psychologist or therapist, someone who won't be prescribing you anything, to talk to about how you're feeling. and from there you can go to someone else who will deal with medication. i'm sorry to get into so much detail, but i

[sduf]

Sammmmm... i was just looking at pictures of you on facebook and thought about how much I missed you... You pined pointed this out completely..I haven't talked to anyone really except for my doctor and they have been trying me on a couple of different kinds of medication.. I think I have to go talk to someone else so that's my next follow up doctors appointment on Monday.. I've been once a month for the past 5 months.. It's just insane how some things work for some people and not for others.. At 1st the medicine was working, then I just hit an all time low last week.. The pills seemed to be making things worse. it's hard to explain but let's just lack of complete interest in just about EVERYTHING.... So yeah, it's been a rough little bit for me... I miss you lots and we shall chat very soon.. coming home for both thanksgiving and xmas.... not much time to get together over thanksgiving but xmas looks more promising! I love you!