I gave up way to much of myself for you.

Time has showed me a lot about what the past 4 years have been like.

Thanks for shattering my heart into a million pieces so I can put them all back together. This will be the best thing to ever happen to me. 

Here's to another new beginning..

Thank you for everything, it's been an amazing 3 in a half years.

Good Bye.   <3

Here's to the next step... 

So I have a terrible time remember good memories.. I always find myself with the bad memories sticking around in my head... But is something I am thankful for and I look at it every now and then to make myself feel better & realize how many people have impacted my life!  And of course how much I love my friends from back home and miss them more ( Read more... )

When this feelig hits, it hits hard and it stays for a really long time.  I find myself purposly distancing myself from others just so they don't have something to talk about. I hate being the topic of conversation when I do nothing to put myself in that situation.  I block out way to many emotions from other people only to feel sad about what I'm ( Read more... )

There is just something about you that I can't let my mind forget.. You did nothing wrong, it was me but I still can't bring myself to move on..   It  causes so many other issues.. Complete jealously but I have no understanding of it..

One day..

I know when somethings wrong.... Now it's come down to I can't exactly pin point it out in my head and my mind doesn't actually feel like it's thinking clearly.. It just has a bunch of negative space.. It's the most helpless I think I've ever felt emotional wise in a long time because this is the happiest I've ever been.. But, there is still ( Read more... )

 It's amazing when you can see a difference in yourself whenever you don't take a medication for a day........  I hate that feeling but have been feeling a lot better actually knowing I don't have to take it everyday! 

 This summer has been another emotional roller coaster in finding myself. It's sad to realize that I'm still not completely there yet and it's taking a long time to understand who I am as a person mentally and fully accept it.  I'd had to over come a fear and it's still in the works as I have not fully over come it yet. My mental state is better ( Read more... )

maybe i'll keep that one to myself

 Today is the day the past will be no more ( Read more... )