Comments | sdx: Anonymous Post

sdx

Anonymous Post

Jul 13, 2009 21:32

Tell me a secret, get something off your chest, or just tell a good story.

Anonymous replies, no IP tracking.

(and dont be the goober that replies to each and every secret someone else leaves, lol)

anonymous

Comments 52

anonymous July 14 2009, 02:48:54 UTC

I have no intention of depositing money into her account.

sdx July 14 2009, 02:51:45 UTC

Thats just like a niblet, you've got to give us a bit more of a story than that :P.

anonymous July 14 2009, 03:18:13 UTC

I told you last time that I was hopelessly in love with two people.

I made up my mind.

anonymous July 14 2009, 03:41:51 UTC

Fuck fuck fuck. I don't know if I'll ever get over him while I'm this close to him. But the last thing I want to do is push him away.

He's been as understanding as anyone can be, considering the situation, but that doesn't make it hurt any less.

I don't know what to do. :(

ashleybrooke7 July 14 2009, 03:44:56 UTC

I've found that time and immersion in extrinsic passions helps a lot.

anonymous July 14 2009, 03:47:07 UTC

Basically this all started several yrs ago this summer. Here goes ( ... )

anonymous July 15 2009, 00:20:40 UTC

wow... that is some seriously dull angst.

Not appreciated. sdx July 15 2009, 00:38:34 UTC

anonymous July 14 2009, 03:58:27 UTC

He cheated on me almost two years ago now. I'm still not over it and I never will be. Everything in my life is absolutely perfect but I haven't truly been happy since before I found out. Sometimes I just want to kill myself to stop the pain. I don't want to die but I'd rather be dead and numb than alive and tortured. We're still together but every single time he touches me all I can think of is how he touched her. She wasn't more attractive than me, she wasn't as smart as me, she had none of my talents and qualities. He was so embarrassed of her he hid her from everyone in his life. She looked like a frog and acted like an idiot. The fact that she is so beneath me is what makes it hurt even worse. If she were a stunner or brilliant then I could understand. As it stands I don't get it and I can't make heads or tails of it. For the morbidly curious, no, I was not frigid, nor did I ever let myself go. I was always eager for sex and have always been good at it. I don't know what to do with myself and I don't think I will ever stop hurting ( ... )