i'm the worst girlfriend in the world. i've cheated multiple times in the past, but i love him dearly. he doesn't know and he'll never understand the sickness that is me. the worst part is, he doesn't deserve this.
I've cheated on every boyfriend I've ever had. I've never gotten to cheating sex but I've done everything else. I know it's wrong but for some reason I don't feel bad. I'm about to be married and I'm scared to death that I will lose my strength and cheat on my husband.
I have no evidence, and there's been no specific examples of why I think this, but I always get the idea that you really dislike me and I imagine you rolling your eyes when I leave you a comment. That doesn't stop me, probably because I have no evidence that thats the case. But after years of reading your LJ I feel like I know you, but I'd be surprised if you knew anything about me.
I don't dislike anyone here (or they wouldn't be here) and I don't really roll my eyes at anyone (well there's 1 or 2 that get the occasional eye roll but they know who they are, haha), and sometimes I am a bit self absorbed with the craziness, but rest assured, I probably think you're awesome and would be highly embarassed if I didnt know as much about you as you know about me (then again, I tend to be a far more open book than most people)
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