break is amazing.....getting enough sleep, let alone multiple days in a row is a great feeling...I LOVE IT!!! I also love being able to practice ALL THE TIME...and spending time with my long-lost family ( Read more... )

and now for a completely akward evening....

remind me to never again wake up at 4AM to "run off my anger" then practice...esp on the day that we have 2:30-4:30 rehearsal and the Sanyo HS reception....and have decided to be a host family ( Read more... )

why is it that when everything is going well with violin, everything else starts to go wrong? UGH

the funny thing is, I don't really even care

ok. I suck at commitment. I'm scared...and that's about all there is to it. I keep on expecting to just...well I don't know but I've finally realized that I'm just too scared with relationships ( Read more... )

I LOVE FOUR DAY WEEKENDS ( Read more... )

"It smells like racism"

aiight so I feel like it's been a while and a ton has been going on so juss to give a small review of my life ( Read more... )

even after my lesson...

today was officially a 'good day'

I hate school...but as of now...I am determined to make it through all of this...I may just be saying all of this because today has been such a great day...but it is likely that it won't seem so great after my lesson tonight.