[What's does it mean that I already don't want to do this?]
I like that I am a dancer.
I started to write belly dancer instead of just dancer, but I realized that's sort of the cowardly thing to say. It's pretty known that I'm a belly dancer, and I have confidence in my abilities there, at least as an intermediate dancer.
But the reality that I have started to accept in recent months is that I am a dancer in my soul and body whether I am dancing or not.
I have worked on dance with enough people to realize at this point that some people have natural dance abilities, and I am one of those people.
I interact with the world a lot through my body. I am happier when I am dancing regularly. Dance and movement are such natural expressions of myself.
Dance is really important to me. Talking about it in words is difficult actually.