I don't know why he does this to me.

[sea_of_shadows]

He drives me crazy. I can't even help it... My god

Comments

[ica_rus]

You are quite in love... yet, you're torturing yourself. You tend to fall for many whom you know will be a challenge to obtain. Although what more can you do when it's only those who you are attracted to? I would say to continue to persue him, but you have also mentioned that he might not want you to. You have to decide whether it's mutual and you should continue it, or try to take him out of your thoughts, maybe replace him if you can.

[sea_of_shadows]

gah. I really don't know what's going on anymore.