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[seadeckgo]

Inspired by the meme posted by a friend.....

>>(x) been told you're hot by a complete strangerYes, yes I have. And how did I respond? I looked him in the eye, huffed, and said "I don't need YOU to tell me that!" took the drink he bought me and walked away. :-D God, I miss that Krista. Where has she gone? What the fuck happened to her? And

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[kitsunessa]

Grar. I wrote a really long, well-thought-out comment to you and then IE ate it... *sigh*

The gist of it is that you should consider how much of your past self you still have, how much of it you want to get back, if that's possible, and if what you have now is better than what you had before (and if so be happy!).

Life is full of change, even within ourselves. The best thing we can do is embrace it and steer it towards where we want to go.

[aerinha]

The pain is certainly a big part of it. Pain wears you down and takes away the nice trimmings on your personality. I don't have it at the level you do (i.e. to my knowledge I do not have FMS), but on days when I hurt, I am emotionally shaky, inclined to "laziness" (because I hurt damnit), and definitely not social. I think what you're experiencing is normal.

As for Mark, don't fret on it - I only know what I see on your journal, but he sounds like he still loves you just as much as when you two married. You are still you, at the heart of it all, still the girl he loves.

How do I know? This is a HUGE thing I've been struggling with in my own marriage, and Willy frequently has to sit me down and just tell me point-blank that he loves ME and not some version of me from the past or some imagined future version - just the one he has right now.

I do wish I could do something about the loneliness for you. If there's anything - let me know please!!!

[snitter]

I agree WHOLE heartedly with what is written by both above this