The last two nights I've actually slept decently, but before that I had three nights of very little sleep. I'm feeling less tired now, but I do feel sort of groggy. Hopefully I can soon get out of this unmotivated state of mind. I'm behind on responding to my letters, and I can't seem to make myself work on my zine. I haven't even read in two or ( Read more... )

( I scanned a few pictures )

The doctor appointment actually went well, though I got insanely nervous last night (I got three hours of sleep and this afternoon, took my second nap in ten years) as well as in the waiting room. I got so nervous my blood pressure went up and the nurse said it was high. I told her it isn't normally, but the doctor's office scared me. The doctor ( Read more... )

I've started reading this book about bullying. I don't know why, but so far I'm torn between finding it interesting and being annoyed with some of the generalizations made. I keep thinking how it's not that simple. I hope I get more from the book that I'm expecting now ( Read more... )

I got bored and did this too.

hollowskin

95%

utopiavista

87%

missfaith

84%

hoshistar

84%

nyquil_junkie

84%

soleiluna

80%

sadone05

80%

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This morning was my graduation. It was raining when I got there, and I still didn't know if the ceremony would be inside or outside -- because my principal, Mr. Firquin's an asshole who said it would only be inside if there was thunder and lightning. It finally was declared to be inside ( Read more... )

Graduation practice was today. For me, it took two hours because I had to stay late to practice my speech. Actual graduation is in the morning. I'm not nervous yet, but I imagine I will be when I first start speaking ( Read more... )

I got a call from the school. I am now number two in my class. I get to give my speech!!!

Today my mom and I went to my grandparents' house. My grandma's left hand is swollen and her blood's not circulating well at all. She injured it almost a week ago, and she has not tried to do anything to help it. I'm worried about her ( Read more... )

I want to hide in some deserted building and do nothing but write, read, and paint. I don't want anyone know where I am. I just want time alone. I want time where I don't have some kind of schedule or any sense of time for that matter. I just need to think ( Read more... )