Hey guys just letting you know that I am changing my name to KittyKat so...just giving yall the heads up.

I am so fucking depressed right now. I hate, I dread having to come back to my dorm. I hate going to school and I hate being away from home. I am miserable. I am so fucking lonely its not even funny. I hate my life right now. I'm broke, I'm doing bad in school because I don't care anymore and I don't want to be here. I don't know what to do ( Read more... )

I have figured out what has me so down and out of it. It is four years of living in Farmville. It's not you guys or anything it is just this life. Going to class, going to work, then whatever. I don't know how but I do believe this little itty bitty down has sucked the life out of me. I have to say, nowadays, I am just flat out unhappy inside ( Read more... )

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Yo yo whats up homies. I am just sitting here, not wanting to do a damn thing...just sleep. I am just bored. Bored with school, bored with this part of life. Not saying I don't have a good time and I don't love the things I do when I am out but I am just sick of this fucking routine. Class, work, homework, then whatever...I have no motivation ( Read more... )

Well as some of you know and others don't, there is a new man in my life, not dating..maybe not yet. Well I went to visit him this weekend and it was just amazing. I mean we got rip roaring drunk each night. Friday we chilled, got a bottle of rum for him and tequilla for me. Listen to bunches of kick ass music, he jammed the acoustic guatiar ( Read more... )

Once again, for three night in a row now I am drunk and for the second time not having to pay anything. I have to say...as you all know I talk alot about sharp shooters. I say its a pool bar and how much it rocks and I miss it. Well tonight I cam to the conclusion it is not necessarily the alcohol (whether free or not), or the absolutely hot ( Read more... )

I am so fucking pissed off right now. I just got my tv from dickwad and he got pissed off cause I went to "his house" and just ignored him. Well I told him he came to my dorm, which is "MY HOME" and asked for food, took it, ignored me then went off to fuck trish. Then proceeded to tell him to give me my damn ring back and leave me alone. Then ( Read more... )

Once again I have drank myself into a drunken state of lonilness. Sharps was dead and Rebecca passed out of me so I was stuck there with no guys to even flirt with to even satisfy a little taste of my lonlieness. Just someone to hold for christ sakes, thats all no sex, dont even care for it..just a hold, maybe a kiss. Damn this sucks. I want a

Well today was Warped Tour and it fucking rocked! The bands were awesome, the guys were hot, the mosh pits were pumped up, and the crowed surfing was a rush, and no broken teeth this time! I am as red as a Target shirt my allergies are killing me but I have a buzz and had some chinese food so its all good. The day rocked, MCR just ahh..they were ( Read more... )