who cares?
I still love you and you still love me
everyone.

sad day.
spent an hour singing along to old against me! with an old friend- almost crying bitter tears for our pasts 'now invalidated by against me!'
today was going to be get my shit together day, but I slept until two again.
maybe tomorrow.

all the things that I wanted to say about the way that I feel right now had 45 minutes to articulate in my head on my drive home from work ( Read more... )

don't ever get me anything again ( Read more... )

I'm puttnig off going to bed ( Read more... )

i hate feeling bad about myself. I seem to start to think these things, like 'i am not atractive', or the ever popular 'I am not as much (insert any state of being or behavioral pattern here) as other people are'.
the thing that sucks about it is that as soon as I start to think these things, I become them.
suck.
I need a vacation

this just might possibly be the busiest schedule in history (for me):
school from 9:30 till eleven thirty in the morning
homework in the library from eleven thirty till two thirty
bus from scool to Capital Hill for work from 4 until 1a.m
48 hour work weeks
hardcore.

tonight is goodbye ( Read more... )

not exactly interested in any one thing enough to research it ( Read more... )

so I keep on reading these these things that capture images of nostalgia, sentimentality. A thing like a picture or a forgotten personal item or accessory that inspires intense feeling or longing for another person who has long since gone their own way. It all makes me think to myself that nothing has really made me feel nostalgic for a very long ( Read more... )