Calvin and I are on good terms. That makes me happy it seems weird to not talk to someone you loved for a period of time. Hes a cool guy its a shame we let out tempers get the best of each other ( Read more... )

I find that not seeing him or talking to him is really helping me move on. Its almost impossible to completely push him from my mind but this is as close as its come. I hope he will be willing to be my friend after all this, I would understand if he didnt want to be. I should have waited but I couldnt. I cant believe ive become this cold. Im ( Read more... )

Got back from band. Long day. *sigh* Aja was very nice to me today it was kinda odd. First she complemented my hair and then had me sit by her. Typically she isolates herself from everyone. It was weird. I was wondering what her intentions wore the whole time. Oh well not so bad of a day. I was pretty happy actually. My mind is finally ( Read more... )

I know what Im going to be for halloween!! A whore. lol as long as a change into my costume somewhere where my parents dont see its all good. Im really excited, im going to wear fishnet stockings with a black skirt and this red shrit that I love that you can see most of me if I dont wear a shirt underneath. lol. It will be very fun. Im going ( Read more... )

SoWhyShouldIRush: lindsey are you going to the band halloween party ( Read more... )

One of my oldest friends likes me. It makes me giggle I dont really know why. He likes alot of girls but I still am happy he likes me. He has been calling me honey lately and now I know why. Oh well thats one thing to be happy about. He is a cool guy. Im just going to hang out with my friends for awhile I really need you guys right now. You ( Read more... )

If you love someone would you not date them? If you loved them wouldnt you be ready for anything? What does love mean to you. Mb its time to stop being so emo and stop messing with me. I tried to forget you I really did. It was starting to work too I was improving. Then you had to pull me back. I was so happy I thought omg mb hes ready. But ( Read more... )

Not that I ever sleep well, but I really need more sleep. Last friday I stayed up until about 1:00 am just thinking about everything. Then I had to wake up at 6:00 to get ready and to get my "sister" a present. We practiced and then drove to some place in California, I dont remember where exactly. After everything we had the competition. It ( Read more... )

Today during Study hall I watched a football player knock his head into the door. Very funny Im still trying to figure out exactly how he managed that one ( Read more... )

Her sadness quickly turned to anger. How could he kiss her and tell her he loved her when he wasnt ready? And if he loved her should he care if he wasnt ready, shouldnt that matter. Lilly truly believed that love was one of the few things in this world that is actually worth while. She felt that when you found it, you should do everything you ( Read more... )