Coffee and Cigarettes - Part 1
Title: Coffee and Cigarettes
Pairing: GTop
Rating: PG-13
Genre: ar, angsty-ish
Warnings: yaoi obviously
Summary: A drunken Jiyong, cigarrettes and some coffee to come.
A/N: So this is going to be divided into two parts. It got a little longer than I intended.
Taken from a prompt by ymo1157. Hope you like it!
Prompt~ Addiction
Top stood silently laughing to himself, Jiyong would become tanked. It was his birthday so Seunghyun couldn’t hold it against him. He had lost count the number of times Jiyong had stayed sober to take care of him when he was way past tipsy. They were close friends and had gotten closer through GD&TOP promotions. If Seunghyun admitted it to himself he almost liked promotions with Jiyong better than the regular Bigbang promotions.
He was a little excited to work with Jiyong again for the upcoming album. Seunghyun couldn’t pinpoint the exact reason why he loved working with Jiyong so much maybe it was Jiyong’s passion? Or maybe because they had such a great time together just the two of them? Top always felt invigorated whenever he worked closely with Jiyong. He caught himself smiling as Jiyong came over, stumbling a little on the way.
“Hyung! Dance! Dance with me!” Seunghyun watched amused as Jiyong grabbed his hand and playfully twirled under it.
“You know I don’t dance.”
“Hyung! You dance great; I love to watch you dance.” Jiyong unexpectedly twirled around and ground his ass into Seunghyun’s groin. Seunghyun let out a startled grunt. It didn’t hurt he was just surprised. He knew Jiyong was a touchy person and was used to his ways, although grinding into his groin was one thing, especially since it felt good to have his little ass positioned in the perfect spot for… Seunghyun shook his head dispelling those kind of thoughts.
“Jiyong I think you’ve had enough, we should go.” Seunghyun chuckled and pushed him away so there was room between them. It wasn’t unusual in the club for guys and girls to be overly physical with each other but Top was a little worried. Jiyong grabbed his neck and pulled him close planting a not so friendly kiss on his neck. If Jiyong wasn’t so drunk he would’ve thought he wanted to have sex with him but Seunghyun figured he was so wasted he couldn’t tell boys from girls.
Jiyong seductively whispered in his ear, “Hyung, let’s go out for a smoke…please?” He pouted his lips, Jiyong’s face didn’t go along with his voice but Seunghyun sighed and rolled his eyes, anything to get Jiyong home faster. He led the stumbling Jiyong to a private room in the back. It was empty and Seunghyun sighed relieved. He really didn’t want too many stories going around about Jiyong’s drunken escapades.
He sat Jiyong down on one of the couches and pulled a drink out of his hands replacing it with a cigarette. Jiyong didn’t seem to notice and happily sighed as Seunghyun lit the end. He watched Jiyong inhale and exhale with a look of utter bliss on his face. He had to admit Jiyong looked damn sexy with that cig in his mouth. Startled by his thoughts Top reached for his own. He needed to get his mind off of those thoughts… those thoughts however seemed to be more and more frequent lately. As he put the lighter to the cigarette end Jiyong pulled his hand down.
“Hyung don’t waste share with me.” Jiyong pulled his cigarette out after taking a long and Seunghyun thought very seductive and deliberate drag. If he wasn’t so addicted to the nicotine that helped him with his spiraling thoughts he would’ve refused; he didn’t like what his thoughts were implying from Jiyong’s actions… well he liked it, liked it a hell of a lot but he didn’t want to admit it. Top reached for the cigarette but Jiyong beat him to it and placed it to his lips.
As his lips encircled the little stub Jiyong moved closer placing his hand on Seunghyun’s thigh and whispered, “Have I ever told you I love watching you smoke?” As his whispered confession came out Jiyong lightly trailed his hand up Seunghyun’s thigh.
Sudden thoughts of what he wanted that hand to do filled Seunghyun’s mind, thoughts of what Jiyong’s mouth would look like encircling something much bigger than the cigarette now in his mouth. Seunghyun shifted slightly even though he enjoyed the touch, maybe too much, he wouldn’t allow drunken Jiyong to do things he’d later regret. He quickly flicked the cigarette out and moved out from Jiyong’s hand, although Jiyong still followed him with his gaze.
“Let’s go you’ve definitely had enough.” He grabbed Jiyong roughly and heard a small protest. He didn’t care. His face was burning up the club atmosphere and cigarette smoke suddenly choking him. He pushed his way through bodies until he was safely outside. Too bad he couldn’t escape the one thing he wanted to. Jiyong staggered against him and slurred out something Top didn’t even want to decipher.
All he was thinking at the time was getting a cab. He didn’t wait long before he was practically throwing Jiyong into one. As soon as they hit the seats Jiyong passed out. Seunghyun let a very frustrated sigh. He didn’t want to deal with carrying Jiyong up to his dorm so he decided to just head to his villa. He carried Jiyong into his bedroom and placed him on his very unused bed. He went to get some cold wipes and a trash can. Even thought he didn’t use his bed he really didn’t want to deal with cleaning up any puke.
He tucked Jiyong in and sat at the edge of the bed beside him. Seunghyun lightly pressed the damp cloth against Jiyong’s head and sat watching him. He silently mused to himself. If he had someone to sleep with, someone to help fight off the incessant loneliness, he would willingly sleep in his bed. But he didn’t and had accepted the fact that his leather couch with several toys would have to work.
Jiyong stirred slightly and opened his eyes. Seunghyun looked down into the deep brown eyes. Both were silent as they stared into each other’s eyes.
“Hyung? Where am I?” Jiyong was still drunk but more coherent which eased Seunghyun’s worry.
“Shh, Ji your at my house. It’s all right rest.” He watched as Jiyong didn’t listen to him. Not at all surprised, after all he was Bigbang’s leader he never listened to anybody.
Jiyong propped himself up and looked at Seunghyun intensely. Usually Seunghyun made people squirm under his gaze but for once he was squirming under Jiyong’s. Then Jiyong did something totally unexpected. He moved forward until his knees were under him and he was kneeling toward Seunghyun. “Uh… Ji… what are you doing?” Seunghyun gulped and moved a little away only to have Jiyong follow. Jiyong grabbed his arm and ran his hand up Seunghyun’s arm.
“Shh, Seunghyun it’s alright.” Jiyong was now trying to comfort Seunghyun but he was anything but comforted. His heart was in his throat and he willed himself to move away as Jiyong inched his face toward his but his will power seemed to have melted away.
He let out a weak protest as Jiyong leaned forward and kissed him. It wasn’t soft and sweet like he had imagined his first kiss to be with Jiyong. It was horny and full of lust. Jiyong devoured his lips and Seunghyun readily let him in. He loved Jiyong’s roaming hands on his body, loved the taste of beer and cigarettes, but he didn’t love the idea of taking advantage of the horny drunken Jiyong before him.
He cared too much for him to use him when he was uninhibited. And he really didn’t relish the thought of Jiyong just using him as a way to release his drunken hard on. He was sure Jiyong would take anyone at the moment and he didn’t want to be some drunken lay that he never remembered. As much as it hurt him he pulled away, he knew he’d never get this chance again but he had too much respect for Jiyong and himself to let things get further.
Jiyong looked at him in confused still lost in the heated kiss. Seunghyun walked out of his bedroom and shut the door. He headed to his couch and laid down grabbing a stuffed bear brick he had lying around. He felt lonelier than ever before and cuddled the animal closer. He willed himself to sleep but the thought of his lips on Jiyong’s kept him awake for several hours until finally he blacked out.
Part 2